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omg it was fucking amazing i went so hypa after plus all the rides at the big weekend didnt help lol.
i enjoyied myself but wished that i coulda draged kim along cause she woulda luved it it was fucking amazing.im soo going to there next gig its mine and richy richs thing now to go to automatic concerts lol hes such a woman as he dosent mosh he just stands there lmao.
im still hypa from the concert and i have to meet my new manger today i hope i get out of this mood soon even though i dont want to.

i thought that ud might be on here si im leaving you a message that i was online i quess you was to busy dw its cool im out now i might be online l8er kk dud maybe speak to you l8er

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well the summer hols have oficially started havent they but im doing the same old shit seeing my mates seeing the sort of bf who is slowly getting better (i hope or he is now hidding it from even me) but still wont talk and i want to cry for him but i dont i just sit there with him i go to hug him and remember that he asked for space so i fiddle with my hair. it hurts to see him hurtting to want him so much to hold me dosent make it better and i see in his eyes how much he wants me and how he is fighting it and it makes me feal worse. we talk about every thing but avoid the main issue that i dont even want to mention on here.

i miss ppl to certian ppl she knows who she is the person most closest to me i miss our chatts how i could tell you anything, all the laughs we had i want to talk to you but i seem to be missing you or your missing me maybee a bit of both im gonna send an email soon its just getting round to it and thats sound really bad that i have to find time to send you an email fuck how things have changed.

im ok im just pouring what is on my mind on my journal it seems to make the most sence right now as all the thinking im doing is slowly fucking me up. so much is running through my head da bf, missing kim da bestest m8 in the world, a level results which im shitting myself about just shit like that. i dont know i think the best thing for me now is bed.

its amazing how well you can get to know someone in two weeks and how close you can get and when this person is hurting to the point that he is fighting back tears you hurt to and feal helpless.
i agreed to give him the space he needed so he can sort his head out but i want to help him im still there for him and i hope he knows my m8s say that he does that him meeting me hasnt helped as now he is torn and i hate that fact but at the same i dont as i know he wants me and he cares to.
he is so honnest with me and he makes me melt but he is so messed up and its even harder when he isnt a talker when it comes to his problems but he can read ppl and sort out other ppls problems i wish he would put himself first.
im not in love as that would be silly only after 2 weeks but i cant stand to see ppl hurting and he is so much like me its wiered so i know what he is thinking and i feal so helpless

my mum pisses me off she really does i fucking hate the way she is towards me and parts of my life grrr whateva let it go over my head init

ive had an interesting start to the week lets just say that but its a shock and thats about it i know i dont make much scense so whatever.

yay i now have to weekend free to look forward to as i have claimed my holidays off of work hehehe. so im glad

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well im nakered and i cant wait 4 2moz 2 come and go as i have 2 weekends off with pay so ill have enough money 4 the i pod i wanted yay 4 me well and i saw the pirates of the carribean 2 last night and its fucking amazing i really enjoyed it and johnny depp was wkd in it.
thats it really so meh and good morro lol

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its naf and boring i need some one to take me far away somewhere nice so i could have some carfree fun.
ummm well not really but it would be nice lol in my dreams.
im tired and its still hot and meh i hate moaning but some how it seems to happen hopfull 2moz will be better

well work was naf its really hot so i did alot of skiving oh well.
im ok though tired but ok and glad to be home but i do need more m8s on here cause its just a bit sad that i have no one to talk to on here. but all is good

well i never went anywhere really its just that ive been to busy to be botherd with my journal i know tut tut slap on the rists.
well im back and i gave my journal the revamp it despratly needed so i would like some comments on how it looks please and thanx if you do.
i have work experience next week and i hope it goes well and the pirate of the carribean 2 movie comes out soon cant wait im gonna go see it with richard. ummm well i work in hyper and a squatter that was living upstairs broke into the shop and ransaked it and so the highlight of my day was clearing up the glass as the chavy boys in work didnt want to cut themselves so i got made to do it. didnt mind really anything to pass the time.
oh conracts to maddogs for finding a house im really pleased for you dude.
well thats it

well my exams are finnaly finished so i can spend more time on here yay other than that not much is happing

well i have the weekend off and ive been borad out of my mind and my sister broke the front door and its one of thoseheavy doors that not even the police can break into but im staying calm for my mum who is having a fit i hope this day finishes better than it started

well ive hit my exams and i feal sick from the stress.
but whatever i can only do my best.
uuuummmmm im board so im going