nashano1

omg it was fucking amazing i went so hypa after plus all the rides at the big weekend didnt help lol.
i enjoyied myself but wished that i coulda draged kim along cause she woulda luved it it was fucking amazing.im soo going to there next gig its mine and richy richs thing now to go to automatic concerts lol hes such a woman as he dosent mosh he just stands there lmao.
im still hypa from the concert and i have to meet my new manger today i hope i get out of this mood soon even though i dont want to.

i thought that ud might be on here si im leaving you a message that i was online i quess you was to busy dw its cool im out now i might be online l8er kk dud maybe speak to you l8er

XnashaX

well the summer hols have oficially started havent they but im doing the same old shit seeing my mates seeing the sort of bf who is slowly getting better (i hope or he is now hidding it from even me) but still wont talk and i want to cry for him but i dont i just sit there with him i go to hug him and remember that he asked for space so i fiddle with my hair. it hurts to see him hurtting to want him so much to hold me dosent make it better and i see in his eyes how much he wants me and how he is fighting it and it makes me feal worse. we talk about every thing but avoid the main issue that i dont even want to mention on here.

i miss ppl to certian ppl she knows who she is the person most closest to me i miss our chatts how i could tell you anything, all the laughs we had i want to talk to you but i seem to be missing you or your missing me maybee a bit of both im gonna send an email soon its just getting round to it and thats sound really bad that i have to find time to send you an email fuck how things have changed.

im ok im just pouring what is on my mind on my journal it seems to make the most sence right now as all the thinking im doing is slowly fucking me up. so much is running through my head da bf, missing kim da bestest m8 in the world, a level results which im shitting myself about just shit like that. i dont know i think the best thing for me now is bed.

its amazing how well you can get to know someone in two weeks and how close you can get and when this person is hurting to the point that he is fighting back tears you hurt to and feal helpless.
i agreed to give him the space he needed so he can sort his head out but i want to help him im still there for him and i hope he knows my m8s say that he does that him meeting me hasnt helped as now he is torn and i hate that fact but at the same i dont as i know he wants me and he cares to.
he is so honnest with me and he makes me melt but he is so messed up and its even harder when he isnt a talker when it comes to his problems but he can read ppl and sort out other ppls problems i wish he would put himself first.
im not in love as that would be silly only after 2 weeks but i cant stand to see ppl hurting and he is so much like me its wiered so i know what he is thinking and i feal so helpless

my mum pisses me off she really does i fucking hate the way she is towards me and parts of my life grrr whateva let it go over my head init

ive had an interesting start to the week lets just say that but its a shock and thats about it i know i dont make much scense so whatever.

yay i now have to weekend free to look forward to as i have claimed my holidays off of work hehehe. so im glad

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well im nakered and i cant wait 4 2moz 2 come and go as i have 2 weekends off with pay so ill have enough money 4 the i pod i wanted yay 4 me well and i saw the pirates of the carribean 2 last night and its fucking amazing i really enjoyed it and johnny depp was wkd in it.
thats it really so meh and good morro lol

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